For the first time in a long time I have found something that excites me, that makes me want to work hard and throw everything I have into it. I know I'm intelligent. I have that in my corner. Dad always said, you need to have a buck to make a buck, and I have a few of those since he passed. I'm tired of feeling useless, I'm tired of watching my accounts drain and waiting for an opportunity. I'm making my own from now on. In America, you either have to join them or you get trampled. We're run by money hungry, greedy white men at the top of the chain, and I want my cut. I don't want to be the underdog anymore. I've started studying the market. I've got books on day trading, I'm expanding my portfolio. I'm not ready to enter the market quite yet. I still have a lot to learn, but it all makes sense to me. Numbers make sense to me. Math was always my strong suit, and I enjoy a good logic problem. I'm going to find those companies to invest in